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Thursday, July 06, 2006

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dis blog thing is becoming so sian.hardly time to post maybe im too busy wif CSP and CCA.

now, every time im talking to d,jj will pull d`s hand and talk to her ..as if im not there..

and at home it is worse . my **bro is alwaes sucking up to **par.

and im the one who is always wrong..

one day, if i run away..i doubt dat they will know
mom: hey,didn`t we have a daughter?puteri something something...
dad:oh really..?wat does she look like??
mom: how do i know?
dad: oh well...shes no where in sight now

mayb it will be like dat.

any way..been having troubles with dat haikal again..

wish i had the guts to slap him..
but i scared he would cry.....

i hate it if ppl cry..

i feel so awkward and dont noe wat to do ..

even when i m typing dis now, my stupib tell-tale bro n **par. is behind me

********* even if i die now

it
wouldn`t matter any way..

isn`t it the same..??

life would still go on

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4:59 AM
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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

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todae is like my birthday.so wats so special?? nothing.coz its like another miserable day..how sad.but nevermind like i care..(i do..i do)

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4:45 AM
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Friday, June 23, 2006

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today is saturday,2 more days till school reopens.and i still have not completed even one miserable piece of homework ..and mind you, i have been given tons of hw too..i wonder when i am going to finish them . i keep putting it off..maybe tomorrow.. relax.today is only saturday..theres about...more than 24 hours left till school reopens?? and theres the new time slot AND time table..

i wished i had done my hw long ago.but time flies .
i feel better today had the raging fever

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8:35 PM
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Sunday, June 11, 2006

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how boring..watch tv..go library..play comp. games..go toilet eat sleep..watck movies ..chat ..Dats all i ever doo here at my house..
but most of the time is spent reading..well..i could read straight for 5 to 6 hours..

today is different ..i read the whole day without watching tv..( well..i did watch zatchbell for bout 20 minutes)..cant help it..i was too busy with skhol to borrow books to read. anyway,i loaned 24 books yesterday..and right now ,im just finishing my 9th book..it was ok dat my bros. lent me their library cards..( well..i tortured them and at last they gave up and handed over the cards)

i kinda miss school.

dont have anything else to type..

bb..

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6:31 AM
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Monday, June 05, 2006

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juz came back frm SJAB camp yesterdae. made a lot of new frenz.on the first day of camp,i saw dis cute boy.his name is nickholas yap.he is a chinese.he speaks malay,juz lyke any other malay boys also theres dis girl,my buddy,name is asidah.Quraisyah.dat girl who lykes nick but denied it..papan..hahaxx

on first day ,my platoon total strength is 22..then slowly bcome13..a lot of ppl cannot take the straneous activities.went home..wat weaklings..i got sore throat on sat morn..but still have to recite the SJAB pledge in front of the whole course..cheated a little,though.looked at the pledge card in my hand.hehe

the lectores are boring.in the ava room.i nodded off to sleep without knowing it.juz imagine.u have to listen to lectures for 4 to 5 hours in an air conditioned room.u must sit up straight hands on ur lap and no shakinng of legs allowed.i cant survive the lectures .furthermore,we dont get enough sleep.sleep midnight,wake up 6 in the morning..

during breakfast or lonch or dinner or supper,we must sit up straight,hands off the table,stomach in chest out.i cant do dat either.i mean,tis is the first time i sit up straight for more than 2 minutes in my whole life!!

there is tis gal who is a blur sotong.pity her..(vomit).during field cooking,we must cook our own food.well,dats a change.at least i dont need to eat the yucky food they served.hmph!! full of vegetables..and the red bean soup!!..

foodrill,we must wear full uniform .dats my first time wearing full u..i have to admit,i lyke to wear it.but the boots are very hard.the sirs and mdm`s complimented some of us riversidians..felt quite good bout it.

my platoon pc and apc are very kind..my apc is sort of siow.some thing wrong in his head ,i suppose..haha..the way the mdm screamed at us,i do not lyke to be reminded of it.

camp is kind of fun.u can make new friends.we got scolded a lot of time,but we still held on.we never gave up.we listened to instructions.i feel quite sad bout leaving the camp,but every good thing must come to an end.

p.s tis is the first time dat i typed such a long entry

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11:14 PM
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Friday, May 12, 2006

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juz came back from farewell party
i was looking for enemies during the SC..wat crappy chairman never passup the participants list for long jump.sprint and relay.not fair..when it comes to my turn,everything goes wrong..made friends wif dis boy named loyd or something
anywae isaw perang wear the hairband dat dae.he looked like a girl.siva guru was looking straight at miie and his gaze was very powerful..scares me some times..

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10:47 PM
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Wednesday, May 03, 2006

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arrgh...long time never post..lotta things have happened...exam are making miie very stressed...CSP exams not as difficult as i predicted..quack is very charming..the CSP oral is very easy..but i flunked..i dont noe wat to sae.. i`ll fail for sure..

todae..got dance..saw perang..having P.E..soo cute..i wann to float.( eew..isound juz like denesh..) haha..aft CSP yest,in MRT,miie n my seniior were laughing like crazy..lucky enemy never see body art during recess..

anywae..aft skhol me and dd saw abang b. think dd is attracted to him arr..

in the morning,i saw ulat bulu on dd`s skirt thought it was honey dripping..she was soo shocked dat she cried..poor her..nth more to sae..

signing off

::watever::

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2:05 AM
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